Well, here I am.
4am on a Sunday morning and I find myself wondering, not only why am I still awake, but also should I get out of bed for that pee that I have been needing for about an hour?
I think that can be answered by you witnessing the fact that I am currently sitting in my bed writting this!
Have you ever wondered why you do certain things, I mean someone asks you not to do something yet you do it anyway. Do you think you do it because you seek the adrenalin, or because you like getting in trouble, you dont know why you dont it or you are just a complete bitch. At the moment I am siding with being a bitch. I feel it is my true calling, well my calling is certainly not being a nun so I may as well enjoy life!
Also, have you ever noticed that life seems so much calmer and easier at 4am. Its as though the indigo of the skys qualm the beasts rising within you, within humanity. Everyone is alseep, apart from the idiotic few that are lucky enough to get to witness the indigo skys.
I like the silhouette of the trees against the purple awash with blue horizon, its a lovely feeling of tranquillity. You never seem to get that feeling at any other time, you always find reasons for your life to be chaotic, apart from at 4am with the indigo heavens above you.
Perhaps more of us should become nocturnal, but then that might ruin this, this small piece of ecstasy, this rapture, this indigo sky.
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